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I’m bored of [Bethlehem]; I’m fed up with it. No, it’s beautiful. I mean I’ve visited it a lot. Do you understand how I’m bored of it? I visit it every Christmas Eve. I go around; I hang out. I go out with guys – they get drunk, but I don’t get drunk with them, of course. We go out, have fun, and flirt with women. I go out to have fun. It’s good to take some fresh air instead of staying at home. Do you know what I’m reminded of? Listen, once I entered this church, you see? I went inside, me and my friends, to see what it looks like, because I’d never entered it. I said, “I swear I’ll try it.” So I tried it. There are like holes and gaps, right? Now, I didn’t pay attention, so I fell down into [one]. And I regretted that I went inside because of the fall. Listen, it was still an amazing view! I’m not kidding. It was a beautiful scene! – Bebo

You get used to the way people think, the way everything goes. Growing up here, you don’t really feel it. You just feel it at a certain age, when you’re grown enough to understand what’s actually happening. [Then] you start seeing what’s going on. You start dressing differently. Because when you’re young, nobody looks at you. But when you’re 16, you’re old enough. Everything changes. Last year I went to the Bethlehem [Christmas tree lighting]. It was really crowded. Honestly, as a girl, I didn’t enjoy it, because I was pushing people away – mostly boys. It wasn’t comfortable. So I prefer not going to it. People like the tree, but I don’t, really. Because it doesn’t actually represent Christmas. What’s the meaning of Christmas? Well, for most people it’s dressing up, going to church surrounded by as many people as possible, and showing off how you’re dressed, how you pray. But Christmas is not [about] that. – Jina